Every time, just when I think I have hit the absolute rock bottom, something good would happen, and lift me out of it. Like this week, on Tuesday I was sure that I'm too stupid to ever survive in this industry because I cannot do 49 times 49 in two seconds in my head and the fact that I didn't go to Harvard, but today, two phone calls later, I'm almost convinced again that I'm worth something in this field. Still, much persuasion and perfect interview techniques are needed , tomorrow and next Tuesday. At the end of the day, the lesson learned: Never doubt who you are and what you are capable of. Even when nobody believes in you, you have to believe in yourself. Oh the cheesy truth ;)